DEDICATION AND SURRENDER to You, Great Kali - OM KALI MA!

OM KALI MA!

OM KALI MA!

OM KALI MA!

Dear Kali - Great Goddess - Great Mother - Great Lover - the Supreme All - I love You.

I adore You.

I worship You.

I surrender to You.

Please accept me as I am.

I empty myself into YOU now.  I totally surrender to YOU the illusion of control. I totally release to YOU the illusion of matter. I offer YOU as a gift the illusion of this body. You are All. Please teach me, either through Your fierceness or your grace, to be completely empty before you. I am nothing. Please crush my ego. I offer my sense of frail sense of little-ness, my sense of seperate-ness, my sense of unique-ness to You. Goddess Kali, You are all there is.

I LOVE YOU, GODDESS KALI!

I am a 43 year old man. A lawyer. Husband. Father. My whole life has been a seeking to surrender - to give up - to release all delusions of control and simply be the vibration of Love. Goddess, I offer you my ego on a platter. Please consume it. Please take me. Awaken Your Love in me. Let me see that nothing exists but You!

I dedicate my life to You - I surrender it completely. I dedicate this body to You - for it is not mine, but Yours. Please take it.

I dedicate my thoughts and my mind to You - I ask that You enter the deepest recesses of my conscious and subconscious mind - and take ownership of my mind, please. Think through me. Feel through me. Vibrate within me and through me. My cells and atoms belong to You. They are all Yours. Please let me know that You own me - I am YOURS. I am YOURS! I am YOURS!

Please, let these trapped tears of devotion flow free like a thousand mighty oceans of longing and love for You, Great Goddess Kali. I am trapped inside this body with all this love for You - please let my love be free - my love for You - the Supreme Reality of this Whole Universe.

Please accept as my gift, all my energy, power, strength, pain, emotion, and love. May my body be empty - may my mind be free - of all thoughts of me. May I live for You and only You. May all my actions, professional and personal - be an act of utter love for You. I give You, Great Kali, all my power - every delusion of control that I ever had in my mind. Teach me always that I have no control of anything. Teach me to allow all that IS, to unfold.

Dear Goddess Kali, please be-head my delusions - my illusions - my ignorance. Sever them at their roots.

I dedicate my marriage and my children to You - for they are Yours! I surrender all the money I make to You. May You - the Shakti Energy manifesting and flowing through my beautiful, strong, powerful, loving and gentle wife - and through this Universe - receive it all.  I own nothing, for everything is Yours, beautiful Goddess Kali.

Please accept my unconditional Love! Please help me feel and TRULY KNOW that I AM NOTHING. I AM NO-THING. Nothing in this world, am I! In EMPTINESS may I find my being. You - The Great Shakti Power of Nature and the Universe - are everything. I exist only to serve You. Place me - mentally emotionally spiritually - beneath Your Holy Feet. Remind me, daily, that I am beneath Your Feet.

Dear Kali - so sweet, fierce, beautiful, strong, powerful -ALL of ALL - I pledge to YOU NOW, that I will chant Your Holy Name - in the name of all saints of ALL RELIGIONS - In the name of Master Yogananda, Master Sri Yukteswar, Master Lahiri Mahasaya, Mahavatar Babaji, Lord Krishna, Jesus...

I will chant YOUR HOLY NAME - OM KALI MA! - over one million times. As I chant, I will descend and ascend deeper and higher into Your Presence - and as I chant - I will pour my sweetest love into Your Feet. And As I chant, I will send my sweetest Love - with each recitation - into my wife's feet - into Your Energy within her... May she awaken her deepest love, bliss, power, and joy... These millions of mantras are for You in her...

I will chant your name daily. I pledge to go to sleep chanting Your Name, to wake up chanting Your name, to chant Your Name all day and all night!

I offer my greatest aspirations and my darkest shadow to You, Great Kali - please consume them - please consume me, my thoughts, emotions, energy - let ONLY YOU exist. Only You.

I control nothing - please accept only my Love for you - I offer it unconditionally - that it may serve the awakening of Your Shakti Power of Love, Fierce Authenticity, Joy, Bliss, Ecstasy - within all.

I am YOURS.